My E.C.

So in all of the hubub which is my life, I never did a blog post about one of the greatest days in my life, the anniversary of the day I married my best pal and the most amazing guy (not to mention hottest :) I've ever (or will ever) know.

We were on our cruise for the actual day, and since then life hasn't stopped moving! (By the way, I have found my camera cord and will be sharing pics of the cruise as soon as I get back to our computer.) I am SO looking forward to the day when I'm with Nate again, when I'm whole again, and when we can both be truly, 100% happy again. Rachael misses her daddy and reading bedtime stories with him. I miss laying in bed with him, chatting about our day, our feelings, and what the future will be like. There is an ache without him that I can't soothe, and that's how it should be, I think. I can function without him, and he can without me, but we need each other. I'm counting the days until it can be just us, our little family, again. I love/hate Summer. I love it because it is a chance to go visit family, but I hate it because its hard for Nate to take the time off to always come with me, and I miss him. My buddy and my Eternal Companion. So far, this whole Eternity thing is working out pretty great!

Shopping.

I don't know how to do it anymore. Truly, its depressing. I've never been a shop-a-holic (Lindsey, tell yourself the truth and know that I haven't) but my experience today is ridiculous. So long story short, the birthday money my mom sent me in November got lost in the mail, only to be returned in April (five months later...) so I was super excited to have some money to get a new outfit for the Carrie concert this Saturday. It has been such a long time since I've really shopped for anything other than diapers I really don't know what is cute anymore! I know what is cute to me, but I don't know what to wear to a concert. My only concert is a Josh Groban concert 5 years ago, and I feel like a Josh Groban concert is more fancy shmancy than a Carrie Underwood concert... Right?? I really have no clue. Ugh. I did not enjoy my shopping experience today. I'll try again on Friday, and I'm going to have a good attitude cuz I refuse to go in my ugly plain colored T-Shirts that I noticed today have taken over my wardrobe. I can see in my head what I want, the only problem is finding it. I hate not loving shopping anymore.

I'm still here!

Woah, do I still know how to blog?? This last month has been SO crazy, and it still hasn't calmed down. Quick summary: the cruise was AMAZING, Jonathan and Celeste's wedding was beautiful, a week full of family was super fun, and now my sister-in-law and I are smack in the middle of a long road trip full of cousins and amazing food, including Midway, UT (just after Provo Canyon), Boise, ID, and currently Twin Falls, ID. We're going back to Rexburg on Wednesday (Yay! I get to see my hubby again!!), and then Rachael and I are heading back to STG/Vegas for me to go and meet CARRIE UNDERWOOD!! Sorry, I just passed out a little bit, I'm so excited! (I'm really stressing out about how I'm going to get down south, so if anyone knows of anyone going from SLC/Provo area to STG sometime next week before Friday, let me know, and I can move on with my life.) Well, hopefully I'll find some time soon to post some pictures, but I need to find the cord that connects to the computer (how many more times can I lose that this year?). Hope you're all doing great! See you soon!